Beginning. Once again In wild delirium Boundless Incorruptible, unscorchable. Contagious outbursts of Unloosed hysteria. Tangible palpable solid Adrenaline Pumping to heartbeats. Steady rhythm growing louder And louder until I take root Above. Loud, bubbling Euphoria Coursing through my blood. Conceived from deep inside my gut Continually strobing, Reappearing in my chest And exiting in an unyielding breath of musical laughter. Stress—it ended with squeezing, Straining, immovable overwhelm Tight, biting, unshaken squeezes Once. Once I fall slowly. Falling Still, falling sure, falling true Slowly dulling feelings. Slowly succumbing. Slowly embracing Heaviness as life, Until I believe I belong In the Dark. Oh! I laugh Until I cry And make Incoherent Blubbers Then laugh Maniacally Till the tears Reappear, and Take hold in my Stomach in my neck And in my fingers’ tension My eyes ripped open to see the spot I have ditheringly lingered in, Soon releasing the stream releasing me From my demons, bringing me To realize—peace is not always a circumstance