You’re in your room again, exhausted from yesterday’s duties and responsibilities but something is off. The walls feel like they are closing, stuck in time but the walls don’t want to move forward— sometimes they prefer the time when things weren’t chaotic. Afternoon’s window view was standing still to enjoy the world’s wonders I think about often and sometimes, does the world want to hold on to these wonders— forever? You are envious of the tranquil feelings of others because they seem confident in what they want to do in the near future—you are three steps trailing behind. But not all was so bad, your room became the safe haven from all the annoyance of time, moving fast and wanting to stay in last year forever because it seems last year was the last time that the world was moving towards your happiness.